you don’t understand how much i miss you. how much i miss being friends. I miss procrastinating by going to get monsters with you. I miss just kickin it and laughing at stupid shit. I miss being there for you and listening to you vent. I remember it all the time, and I remember how good everything felt when things were right. I remember just being okay with everything. And I look at you know and I think jesus have times changed, but neither of us are that different. What changed? What’s different? fuck. I just miss having that someone there that made everything better. And when things are tough now, I feel like you can fix them. I feel like you would make everything fall into place right now. That’s what I always felt around you, nothing mattered because it would fall into place somehow. Now, things fall apart and they keep falling apart without you here. It’s stupid to put the two together, but I’m starting to think they’re directly related. Happiness and you.
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